{"id":1841,"date":"2014-02-28T21:46:38","date_gmt":"2014-02-28T21:46:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/?p=1841"},"modified":"2014-02-28T21:46:38","modified_gmt":"2014-02-28T21:46:38","slug":"who-i-am-when-im-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/?p=1841","title":{"rendered":"Who I am when I&#8217;m here"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was at a conference this weekend and the speaker, Ann Palo, spoke about ecological identity. She spent some time in New Zealand and we had to introduce ourselves like the Maori would, e.g. &#8220;my river is&#8230; my mountain is&#8230;&#8221;\u00a0I thought of Vanessa Paki, who came from NZ to be our lecturer in Malta!!!<\/p>\n<p>Ann Palo also talked about the place that her heart loves the most and how it is so far from her home. I can easily relate to that tension of wanting to be in (at least) 2 places at once! While figuring out why it is she loved that place so much, she realized that\u00a0she loves who she is when she is there. I think of Malta sweet Malta: being a student, being able to walk everywhere, editing papers in a cafe, meeting amazing lecturers, having only a suitcase full of stuff, having beautiful friends, enjoying the sun, doing yoga before school, sharing that life with Evan. I love the person I was in Malta.<\/p>\n<p>So how do I bring that person here to Vancouver? I think this requires a few changes, including seeing my friends after work instead of going home to watch TV with Evan. We haven&#8217;t had the TV on all week and instead spent time with Evan&#8217;s family, and it&#8217;s been so nice! Running in the forest was a good start as well (but now it&#8217;s covered with snow). I&#8217;m on the right way, just took some detours to figure out what it is I really want.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was at a conference this weekend and the speaker, Ann Palo, spoke about ecological identity. She spent some time in New Zealand and we had to introduce ourselves like the Maori would, e.g. &#8220;my river is&#8230; my mountain is&#8230;&#8221;\u00a0I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/?p=1841\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1841","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1841","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1841"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1841\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1843,"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1841\/revisions\/1843"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1841"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1841"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/antje.bitterblog.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1841"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}